The sea is so beautiful. I think I will go for a swim...

I am so depressed right now. I have lost everyone I cared about. No one understands my problems except for maybe Dr. Mandelet. I'm going to go back to Grand Isle to contemplate. 

Just when I thought I could spend some time with Robert in my cabin again, Adele just happens to go into labor! I better dress up now and stop by her house to assist her with her new baby! I made Robert promise to stay at my house until I get back; hopefully, he listened. 

This is my new house that I just moved into. It is not as stately as my old Victorian home but at least I can be alone and free to do whatever I want. I'm glad that I have no responsibility for anyone!

Arobin and I have been talking more often recently. Although I mean nothing to him, I still find joy with his presence. I think it is time for me to move out. I no longer feel a connection with my husband. 

This is my new masterpiece. It describes how lonely I feel in this world and also reflects my sad mood. 

I am so depressed currently. A few days ago, I found out that Robert Lebrun, the love of my life, went to Mexico. I am so lonely now as I have no one worthwhile to talk to! I think I'll hang out with Madame Lebrun in hopes of acquiring more information about his circumstance. 

Okay fellows... I think Robert may indeed be infatuated with me. Since the time of the party where I learned how to swim, he has been following me around and trying to start conversations with me. Back at my cottage, we stared at each other quite some time at the porch before he finally got up and left. I think something special is happening between us two! I can't wait to converse with him again tomorrow; we are both going on a boat trip.