"I would give up the unessential [for my children]; I would give my money, I would give my life for my children; but I wouldn't give myself. I can't make it more clear, it's only something which I am beginning to comprehend, which is revealing itself to me."
Arobin and I have been talking more often recently. Although I mean nothing to him, I still find joy with his presence. I think it is time for me to move out. I no longer feel a connection with my husband.